The Eccedentesiast

It has been four years since the last time I entered into a relationship. It was exciting, refreshing, colorful, lively and sweet. It was a first-class trip to cloud nine and nothing else mattered to me but just him at my side. It was perfect. It was. Four years ago, I would wake up in the morning with a message on my phone from him. With a smile drawn on my face, I would send back my warmest morning greet. Never forget the smiley and a kiss. I would sigh with love and contentment and I was glad. Four years ago, someone would just show up at our house, greet my Mom and ask me out. We would ride on his motor bike, stroll at the seashore and eat wherever we go. I would sigh with love and contentment and I was glad. Four years ago, I would be surprised by his presents, be it on my birthday or holidays or even on usual days. I'm not fond of flashy, material things but he just showed me that he could give everything even if I don't ask him for it. I would sigh with love and co...

The most painful thing to feel        to get hurt even you don't have the right and suffer for real; The hardest thing to do        to deny the truth slapping hard at you; The most terrible thing to say        to smile and reply "I'm okay" - Icee

We met out of the blue       crossing paths with no clue and with just one "hello"       everything has burst into colorful hue I wonder why I felt it       butterflies and heart-in-mouth moments Those secret smiles and blushes       fooling my sanity as my blood rushes In the long run, unintentionally, I fell       to that baffling, unfathomable spell It's an inexorable swift collision,       A forbidden outburst of dismal emotions This madness has to stop       before things turn into uncontrollable sobs For you are unfortunately in someone else's arms       A destiny's ridicule right from the start - Icee